Undecided

Lately, I'm not really sure about something. I'm hoping to get this one thing but choosing it would mean letting go of a similar thing that I am definitely loving.

No, it's not a new girlfriend. *wink*

Who's next?

Someone's leaving again...

Who's next?

Romans 6:23 ESV

"For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." - Romans 6:23 ESV

Pag ikaw ay umalis nang tuluyan

I know what you're thinking. I'm in the zone.

• Pag ikaw ay umalis nang tuluyan
  Ako ay malulungkot nang lubusan
  Ulitin natin ang mga tawanan
  Limutin natin ang mga iyakan
  Eroplano mo’y aking aabangan
  Ngayon pa lang ika’y aking susulatan
  E-mail na lang para mabilisan
  Caring ako, iyong malalaman
  Ayaw ng team na ikaw ay lumisan
  Romwell naman, ba’t mo pinayagan
  Lungkot at pighati ang nararamdaman
  Ang lalim naman, di ko nakayanan
  Buti na lang naging magkaibigan
  Every lungkot ay mapagbibigyan
  Ready for anything ang ating samahan
  Nagkalayo man, wala pa ring iwanan
  Ang bawat simula ay may katapusan
  But our friendship will last so laging tandaan
  Early will miss you magpakailanman

The Revelation

In approximately 16 hours, the secret that only a select few know (supposedly) will be revealed.

If keeping the secret will also stop the concerned event from happening, I will not let that 16th hour come.

Yeah... If only that's possible...

I miss you already

Yes, I do. We still have five weeks but I miss you already.

You are the ate that I never had.
You pick me up at Jollibee.
You drop me there as well.
You ask if I like the food from the other side of the table.
You pass it to me if I do.
You tell me how messy my things are as you fix it yourself.
You play with me.
You teach me little facts that you think I will like.
You bring me the stuff I leave behind.
You are proud of my achievements.
You call me Early Birdy.

You are my buddy.
You had taught me ZVDF even before I joined the team.
You made me update every ticket as soon as I have opened each.
You taught me how to make reports.
You shared your tools with me.
You accepted my majors when I was not able to.
You added my second name to my signature.
You were working with me when everyone else was on vacation.
You motivated me.

You are my friend.
You laugh at my corny jokes.
You think almost the same way as I do.
You showed me the difference between chiffon and organza.
You don't let me do bad things.
You ask for my opinion.
You worry when I am missing.
You are there when I need you.
You listen to my heartaches.
You let me listen to yours.

When you're gone, I would have one less reason to stay. I wish you didn't have to go. But I hope you know that I am very happy for you - my ate, my buddy, my friend...

How blessed I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so damn hard.

Now is the Write Time to Right

I think it's time to write. There are thousands of thoughts lying within me that I may never know until I have written them down.